Raiding the Sanctuary
Redcatchers in Cambodia,
May 12th-June 25th, 1970
by Robert J. Gouge
reviewed by Mick
Mykola Dementiuk
In thinking of
writing this review I quickly realized how little I know about one of the main
characters Ihor Dopiwka, whose jangled voice, one of many, echoes throughout
its pages. I knew Ihor back in grade school for maybe seven, eight years, fifty
years ago, when afterwards we quickly lost contact with each other and went our
separate ways. Adulthood was upon us, holding a job, getting a girlfriend,
playing out our adult responsibilities, like being married, raising kids, or
else going off to war. Ihor went to war and fought; I stayed home and
demonstrated against it. Two paths were taken, two opposite lives were being lived.
This book is
about one segment of the Vietnam War, America’s
secret invasion of Cambodia May-June 1970, but to me the book is about one
soldier in its ranks, Ihor Dopiwka, E/5-12, of the 199th Light Infantry
Brigade, a young man with whom I went to grade school. Ihor found me on the
Internet and I instantly responded. It’s a miracle he didn’t get killed, as so
many with him did in battle, but who had something I didn’t have: the courage
to leave his home behind and go off to fight a war.
Because the
closest I ever came to the Vietnam War (1961-73) was in going to see the movie Apocalypse Now (1979) in my usual
drunken state. Man, was that film totally weird but in a way was awesomely
great! I saw it a few times afterwards, trailing the complicated story of
Captain Willard (Martin Sheen) as he followed the trail through Vietnam
and Cambodia, going
after the elusive American renegade/officer Colonel Kurtz (Marlon Brando) who
even the American military wanted dead. This almost existential portrayal of
the characters had me imagining Vietnam couldn’t be such bad place to be in,
deadly and dangerous for certain, but morbidly seductive. Now who wouldn’t want
to be in a Saigon hotel room drinking and fighting your
own demons as Willard was doing in the beginning of the film? What valor, what
pride, what bravado! Buaoh! (Throwing
up…) Shaking my head, I think, “What
drunken idiocy…”
I spent most of
the Vietnam War years drunk and inebriated, having successfully beaten the
draft and once in a while going to an anti-war demonstration while trying to
pick up a cute demonstrating girl. But to little or no avail. No War meant the same as No Pussy. I did see Ihor at one time as
I marched on Fifth Avenue
screaming/chanting at the blasé crowds sneering at us. Ihor stood looking at me,
shaking his head, “Nicky, Nicky…” he muttered (using my childhood name); I
instantly recognized him but just lowered my head, trying to disappear in the protesting
crowd.
The years went
by; I graduated from college, cleaned my act up and struggled at becoming a
writer. Yet being a writer was a snap, but still no publisher cared with what I
had written, the manuscripts simply kept going out and just as easily they were
returned. Time passed, new wars started, new demonstrations began same as it
ever was. It didn’t matter whether I was old or young the angry world did what
it wanted to do. Eventually, I did make a tiny headway into the publishing
world and won the Lambda Award/Bisexual Fiction for my novel Holy Communion, which was about a young
boy going through his religious ceremony at the innocent age of seven, an age
when Ihor and I would’ve been, when we were just still obedient classmates.
Ihor and I spent
one summer together marauding on his street, 9th Street between 1st and 2nd
Avenue, playing tag, hide ‘n seek, stickball, if we could manage that since
they were digging up his street for pipes changes. After the workers were gone
in the evening, the mass of holes on the street must have looked like the
foxholes of Ihor’s inquisitive imagination, a reality of his foreboding future,
a reality that was now quickly approaching. On the street with Ihor lived other
classmates, Bohdan, Zenon, Jaroslaw, and many others. We lived in a
neighborhood which was crowded with other Ukrainians, 6th Street, 7th Street
(where our church and school were), 8th Street, 9th Street, that if you went up
or down a block someone would be there who knew you simply by your nationality;
I myself lived with my parents on 13th Street, we weren’t that much far away
from the Ukrainian community, still sort of living on the edge, you might say. Still,
I played with Ihor and his buddies most every chance I got.
But the years came and went and we shuffled in
different directions, other high schools, other girlfriends, other interests
and goals. This was the late 1960s and a new explosive world was beckoning,
calling to us from different directions. Hair was getting longer, skirts were
rising higher and higher, and Love was everywhere in the air.
Since the draft
was close upon him I suppose Ihor joined the military, as I’m sure many of the
boys in the neighborhood were doing. I myself had drifted to California,
joining the new Haight-Ashbury Hippies movement. Ihor went through boot camp
and found himself with other new soldiers “in the hellhole of the world” (as it
was called in Apocalypse Now), the
country of Vietnam,
with constant helicopters going chuck a chuck
a chuck a chuck…
“(With) a unique mixture of whites, blacks, Native Americans
and Hispanics, the average age of the combat infantryman in Charlie (Company)
was 20.5 years old. Nearly all had graduated from high school and a substantial
number of them had earned college credit or had attended trade-schools before
being drafted. Several of the “older” men were four-year college graduates.”
Really, no
different from the rest of American young society…
Ihor’s service
with the Redcatchers was as a sniper, hiding in the bush and firing at an
unsuspecting Viet Cong, while still going through the turmoil of the rest of his
men, waging in a constant battle they were under.
This book Raiding The Sanctuary, is dated as
May12th-June 25th, 1970 when they killed scores of enemy soldiers but
themselves lost countless close friends and comrades.
I don’t know if
Ihor continued serving with the Army afterwards or whether he himself was
wounded in battle. All I can say after so many, many years, “It’s great that my
friend, Ihor Dopiwka, is still alive!”
Bravo!
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